Best thing that happened today: Talked to a friend that I havent talked to in years. It was good to catch up with Rachelle and she was just the breath of "positive" I needed to give this day a boost.

So sorry this has been ages and hopefully my blogging will go unnoticed for awhile. I have decided that things are loading on the Questions side of my life list: Where should I live? Rent vs Buy? Roomie vs No Roomie? What Roomie? What to do with a guy that doesnt appreciate me and what to do with the guy that likes me that I dont appreciate? How do I bring some sort of consistency in my income, how do I keep myself from plateauing in my craft(school,mentor,etc)? Do I pursue areas of touch that are not money makers? How do I fund them? Which ones do I pursue? Or do I take a crazy offer for a place to live and a job offered to me in NC? Obviously that is an easy option in some ways, but it is rash and a cheap way out in many others. I lost my weekly client today and it has made me rethink all this crap.

So I would be completely okay with something in the answer column before I get anymore questions if you're interested God. I know I am not alone and there are others with much more pains in life. But (cause everyone has a big butt) my mother says I have to get better for asking for things, so here is my request. If I have ever been an encouragement or help to you in some way and you have anything left in your reservoirs besides what you need, feel free to volley back my way these days. Sweet dreams all, may you receive some well needed answers yourself.