Day 19 of fast and Day 14 of not cheating -
So two weeks of no diet coke, what is that like my paper or cotton anniversary? So this weekend I taught a seminar on the Touch as it relates to the Physicality of God. My cousin was there and we sat down in front of a big huge basket of sodas. There it was in all its sparkling glistening splendor with a red stripe around it. I told my cousin, a recovering alcoholic what I was doing and might have mentioned some of my difficulties with such and she said "Girl we need to get you into a twelve step program"
Step 1 - "We admitted we were powerless over Diet Coke - that our lives had become unmanageable."
Step 2 - "Came to believe that a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity". (sheez, a higher power can do THAT?)
Step 3 - "Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood him." (I didnt realize I was denying all this. Huh?)

Okay at FOUR it gets complicated, I will continue my addiction and return to the Steps tomorrow, but for now ... I sleep! Anything that requires charts is not best done at midnight.